Kamis, 29 Juli 2010

tetap di hatiku

kekasih ku..
sayang ku..
ku ingin kau tau..
hati ini kan selalu menantikan cintamu..
kaulah yang pertama yang memberi arti cinta..
tuk selamanya tetap dihatiku..
ingin memelukmu mendekap hangat cintamu..
tuk selamanya tetap lah di hatiku..

semua untuk mu dengan kesungguhanku..
tak akan ku berpaling meskipun engkau jauh..
ku kan selalu merindukanmu..
ku kan tetap selalu menjagamu..
jangan ada kata berpisah..
pegang erat janjiku..(janjimu)
yakinkan di hatimu..(selalu untuk ku)
tak akan ku berpaling hanya kau satu dihatiku..
ku akan selalu di samping mu..
tak ku biarkan kau jauh..
tuk selamanya ku tetap di hatimu..

kaulah yang pertama..(dan selamanya)
yang memberi arti cinta..(untuk dirimu)
untuk selamn=anya tetap di hatimu..
ingin memelukmu mendekap hangat cinta mu..
tuk selamanya..
tuk selamanya..
tuk selamanya tetaplah dihatiku..(ku tetap dihatimu)

Rabu, 28 Juli 2010

............

salah ga seh klo w curiga ma dia..???
w sayang ma dia..
ga sepatutnya juga w curiga ma dia..
i believe with u...
and I'm sure u would not let me down...

ANGEL WINGS

I would die for you
Lay down my life for you
The only thing that means everything to me
'Cause when you're in my arms
You make me prouder than
Than anything I ever could achieve
And you make everything that used to seem so big
Seem to be so small since you arrived

On angel's winds, an angelical formation
Angel's wings, like letters in the sky
Now I know no matter what the question
Love is the answer
It's written on angel's wings

And I often wonder why,
Someone as flawed as I
Deserves to be as happy as you make me
So as the years roll by
I'll be there by your side
I'll follow you wherever your heart takes me
Cause you make everything that used to be so big
Seem to be so small since you arrived

Now anyone who's felt the touch of heaven in their lives
Will know the way I'm feeling, looking
In my baby's eyes
That's why I can't bear to be too far away
I know that god must love me cause
He sent you to me on angel's wings

Love is the answer
It's written on angel's wings
TAIIIII....
BOSEN W HIDUP KAYA GINI...
MONOTON...
TIAP HARI GINI" TERUS...
SHIT FUCK 4 MY LIFE...

Tau akh..

w emang manja..
w emang ga secantik mereka..
w emamng ga punya pa yg mereka punya..
tapi w juga pengen dapet rasa sayng yang sama ma mereka..
w juga pengen di hargai kaya mereka..
i know i'm not PERFECT..
but please respect me a little,, appreciate my feelings..
I want to like them..
but maybe i cant...
cz i'm only girl which have many shortcomings..
yang ga akan pernah bisa seperti mereka..

Senin, 26 Juli 2010

kenapa tiba" w bosen ma hidup w iia.??
terlalu monoton...
terlalu banyak orang yang munafik...
terlalu banyak hal yang disembunyiin dari w...
w ngerasa ga penting...

Kamis, 15 Juli 2010

i can do be better than all

i know..i'm not same with them..
i'm not beautiful,,i'm not cute,,n maybe i'm not has what u hope..
but I'm sure if I have something different from them all..
I have a sincere love for u..
I CAN DO BE BETTER THAN ALL.!!
I'll make you feel comfortable, happy and never feel what u feel when with me..
because now only one that I want..
I just want u to always come to my side until whenever because I really love u..
I'll do anything provided you stay by my side..
maybe this is too excessive for u..
but this only can I do for you..
Cause I was born to tell you I love u..
so pliss dont go beside me for ever..
I REALLY LOVE U..

Selasa, 13 Juli 2010

I DONT KNOW...!!!!!!!!


awalnya semua berjalan lancar..
sesuai ma apa yg w mau..
seneng banget w ma hari" yang w jalanin bareng dia..
ga pernah ada yang kasih w kesenengan kya apa yg dia kasih buat w..
makanya itu walau w baru jalan 2 bulan lebih ma dia tapi w dah ngerasa cocok n nyaman banget ma dia..
tiap hari,,tiap jam,,tiap menit,,tiap detik,,dia selalu bikin w ketawa, walaupun kadang" w bikin dia marah or kesel ma w..
cara dia sayang ma w yang beda dari orang" sebelumnya..
dia selalu nurutin apa yg w mau,,dia selalu sabar nyikapin sikap w yg manja n kadang childish..
dia ngertiin w banget..
ampe nyokap w percaya banget sama hubungan w n dia..
tapi ampe datang hari itu...
dimana w n dia bikin kecewa nyokap w cz udah ancurin semua kepercayaan yg dia kasih ma w n dia..
parahnya lagi..
bukan cuma nyokap w yg kecewa,,tapi nyokap dia n bokap w pun kecewa ma w n dia..

n mungkin juga semua sahabat" w bakal kecewa ma w n dia..
makanya sampe sekarang w blum berani buat cerita ma mreka semua..
cz w ga mau kehilangan sahabat" w..
krna w sayang banget sama mereka..

yang bisa w lakuin sekarang cuma minta maaf,,walaupun w tau kata maaf ga cukup buat ngilangin rasa kecewa mereka n ngembaliin percayaan mreka lagi ma w n dia..

oh GOD..
pliz help me..
cz q tau,,ini semua ujian buat hidup q jadi lebih baik..
n semua cobaan gx akan da di luar batas kemampuan..

I REALLY NEED MY BUDDY FOR GIVE ME A SUPPORT NOW..